!|!|!|!|!|!|!You’re My Light and My Shining Armor!|!|!|!|!|!|!





heLLo!!!! i'M baCk wiTh anOthEr bLoGsitE heRe...iT's nOt aN orDinaRy bLogsiTe thOugH.... whY??? cuZ tHis iS nOt a diArY.... iN tHis siTe... u'LL sEe sOmE nOn-sEnsE sToriEs oF miNe.. tHis is onLy an oRdinaRy fAnficTioN oF minE... cuZ i tHoughT tHat i'M juZ LosinG mY ideAs... aLL oF em... sO i deCidEd tO juZ writE iT herE....sO iF u dOn'T liKe iT... thEn dOn'T... i dOn'T caRe.... whY??? cuZ... it'S juZ LikE a cRaP... fRom mY miNd.... sO.... fOr thE firSt sToRy... heRe aRe sOmE deScriPtioNs:

iT's a biLLy mArtiN sTorY, bUt aLL thE meMberS oF gOoD cHarLottE arE incLudeD sO don'T wOrrY tHat muCh iF yOu liKe beNji, he's thEre aS weLL aS jOeL, chRiS and pAuL...

iT's iN thE 1sT peRsoN.... sO iF i sAid "I" or "me" oR "minE" tHat'S yOu...... sO weLL... yOur naMe iS Franchesca... yOur aTtitUde wiLL bE sEen oN thE stOrY......

sO thAt's fOr nOw peEpz.... oN thE sTorY nOw.....

Video code provided by MusicVideoCodes.com
   

<< January 2012 >>
Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat
01 02 03 04 05 06 07
08 09 10 11 12 13 14
15 16 17 18 19 20 21
22 23 24 25 26 27 28
29 30 31


If you want to be updated on this weblog Enter your email here:



rss feed

Monday, March 28, 2005
pArt 7 1/2 haha!! ~*~*~*stTiLL cLeaniNg tiMe..*~*~*~

So we stayed up there and wait for the clothes to be dried. Well, it's Virna's duty to fold it and stuff so I left it out there but I took an outfit and fold it.

"Whose are those?" David asked.

"Someone who was gone wet because he saved me." I replied. "Don't worry, we're just friends." I added.

"Ohh.." He nodded.

Then, I went on the living room. I look around and there, I saw those blue-eyes. He was sitting on the counter in the kitchen. I went over him and gave his clothes.

"Thanks again for saiving me." I bowed.

"Don't be so respectful. It's ok and no problem bout that!" He said.

"Hey Billy!" David greeted.

"Hey David!" Billy greeted back. "It's still wet." Billy complained.

I took it and unfold it. David sat beside him so I turned around and blow air to the clothes and it's dry now. "Here." I gave him the clothes again.


"But it's still wet." He complained again.

O took it and turned around to see Virna giggling.

"Virna! Stop it!!" I exclaimed to her madly.

"Sorry. I'll stop. I just wanna play." She said and stopped.

"Don't freakin play with me! If you want, you can help Desiree planting and watering her plants." I said and blowed his clothes again and gave it. "Sorry for her. She's being childish sometimes." I told them.

"No prob. You dried it so quick. How d'you did that?" He took his clothes.

"Just something shit oh i mean stuffs." I replied. "I'll be cleaning my fucking I mean my damned room so if anyone asks, just tell them that I'm there." I said and they nodded.

I went to my room.
"There's no so much trash in my room so.. it'll be easy."

I cleaned my room, fixed the CDs, made the bed and fix my clothes in the closet. It's our groups habit that every Saturday we will clean the house. After I finished, I went downstairs and saw all of them hangin' out in the living room. I sat beside David on the floor.

"What's up?" He asked.

"Umm... Well, the atmosphere, the stratosphere, the chromosphere-"

"What's up? I didn't asked you to list the shperes here on earth!"

"Dumbass! You asked what's up right?"

"Yeah. So what's up?"

"Well, the roof then the atmosphere-"

"Whatever!"

Then they just laugh.

“Ummm… guys, can you chill outside first? We’ll just clean this living room.” Jenny told the guys.

 

“But we’re gonna help, right?” Paul asked.

 

“If you’re not here, we can clean this quickly.” Desiree informed them.

 

“Alright.” They all agreed and went outside.

 

“So ya’ll already?” I asked.

 

“Hell yeah!” they all said.

 

We all didn’t know that the guys were watching us on the window outside.

 

First, Desiree got the garbage bag and took all the flowers out of the vases and Virna took out the water from it. While they were doing that, Jenny opened the nearest window, which was the window behind the couch. Me, having the power of air, blew all the dust out from the living room to the opened window. Then, Jenny closed the window again. Then, me, Jenny and Erika fixed the books in the shelf, while Desiree and Virna planted some plants and flowers.

 

 “Can we borrow Ms. Light?” Desiree asked.

 

Erika looked at us and we just nodded. “Go ahead Erika, we can finish this.” Jenny said.

 

Erika smiled to us and went to them. After 30 minutes, we finished.

 

“C’mon! Let’s go outside and meet the guys!” Erkia said.

 

While walking, “Are you not mad at Paul anymore?” I asked Erkia.

 

“We already talked, I understand him now. We’re on peace also.” She answered.

 

“Alright.” I nodded.

 

We got there and we heard that they were talking about their albums, upcoming concerts and some band stuffs.

 

“Hey girls!” Paul noticed us.

 

“Hey!” We greeted.

 

“So are we not gonna clean this pool?” Joel asked.

 

“No need to clean!!!” Virna exclaimed being proud that she made the pool oxygenated and Gothika, our black cat, went to me.

 

They just nodded.

 

“How about the court?” Jeff asked.

 

“We’ll just clean it… besides we are still tired on cleaning the living room.” Erika said and lied about the “tired” thingy.

After few minutes of "resting", "C'mon! let's clean the court now!" Virna said.

"Alright." All the girls said.

We wnt to the court and Virna splashed water around it and made us wet to.

"Darn it!" We all said.

"What? I'm just doing my job." She said.

"Fine!" We all said.

After, I blew around and it dried. (not to mention it's a volleyball court...)


"Gonna stay here tonight?" I asked allof the guys.

They just nodded.

"Come on! We'll not gonna go to any club or bar tonight?" Virna asked.

"I have something to study." I said.

"Gonna practice some things." Jenny said.

"I really need to read this book. It's important." Desiree said as well.

"Ok, I give up! How bout you Erika?" Virna said and sat down on the floor infront of me.

"Gonna buy something at Madame Ravena." She replied. (OMG! I just typed Ravena!! well... when i was writing this crap i'm watching Mulawin!!! haha!!)

"Gonna go there?" I asked with wide eyes.

"Yeah. Why?" She replied.

"Oh, can you buy me Spells and Rituals 8? She called me yesterday and she said that she has it now. Plsss...." I beg her.

"Ok just give me the money later."

"Thanks!!" I hugged her.

"It's ok." She just smiled.

(haha!!! i'm gonna type the next one!)

Posted at 12:51 am by ihatethisshit
Comment (1)  

Friday, March 25, 2005
pArt 7 ~*~*~*CleaniNg tiMe!!!*~*~*~

I'm sleeping when I heard Jenny shouting at me, "FRANCHESCA!!! WAKE THE MOTHERFUCKING HELL UP!!!!!!!!"

I slowly opened my eyes. "What? Darn it!! It's only 9 in the morning." I said groggily and covered my face with a pillow.

"9am or 12 noon?" She took out the blanket out of me.

I opened my eyes quickly and looked at the clock in my nightdesk and it said, "12:15 pm". So, I got up. "Is there lunch already?" I asked her going to the bathroom and washed my face and toothbrushed.

"C'mon! Hurry!! All of them are waiting for us in the table."

"Alright, alright. Coming." I said as wiped off the water in my face and both of us stromed off in my room and sat on our chairs.

"Sorry if we're too late. This one here is really a sleepyhead." Jenny told them.

I scratched my eyes cuz is was blurry. When it wa all cleared up, I looked infront of me and saw those pair of blue-eyes again. I scratched it again to clear up but it was still him. I took a drink on my water and took some food.

"Why are you always here?" I asked the guys.

"They're here to help us cleaning." Virna answered my question for the boys.

"Good! 10 boys will be good in helping."

"But we're only 5." Benji said w/ a tone "Are you dumb?"

"Well, Mr.Benji god-only-knows-what's-your-last-name, don't talk to me like I'm dumb and I'm not counting you. There were 5 more that will go here to help us." I said coldly. "Just don't ask who is it." I added

"Sorry." Benji apologized.

I just gave him a nod.

"I thought you hate 'em?" Desiree asked while chewing her food.

"Don't talk when your mouth is full. And well, we're friends. Don't worry." I answered.

"She's hotter with her pj's." I heard Joel whispered to his brother.

I smirked. I ate quickly, but not to quick. After, I went to my room and took a bath and dress up in a black shirt, black pants and black flip-flops. I putted some heavy black eyeliner also. Then, I saw black clothes on the counter and I looked at it and remembered that it was Billy's clothes. I laughed a bit. Then, I heard the doorbell outside.I ran as fast as I could and saw Erika walking towards the door.

"I'll get it!" I said and opened it.

I saw David, Pierre, Seb, Jeff and Chuck waiting there. "Hi! Come in!" I said a bit panting.

"Oh! Hi Ches!" They all greeted me.

I just gave them a smile and opened the door widely. They, then, came in.

"This is so cool! GC guy's here." Seb said.

"Why are they here?" David asked.

"Paul was our friend since 4 then he came back yesterday with those guys and they said that they will help today." I explained.

"Oh." He nodded.

"All our dirty clothes are in the wash room now Ches." Erika said from the kitchen.

"Ayt!" I went to my room and got all the dirty clothes. Even Billy's clothes. After, I went to the wash room and washed all the clothes w/ my ipod on and I sang Nickelback's "Here You Remind Me." (Well, you had that thingy machine w/c is used by Americans to wash their clothes. U know.. I don't know what it is called so I'm sorry.... ^_^)

Then, I heard, "Nice voice."

I looked who is it and it's David. He is standing on the door. I just smiled and took the left earphone off for me too hear him more.

"Why don't you just make a band w/ the others or maybe just a solo artist?" He asked.

"No need. I don't want to be like that." I answered.

"Yeah, cause you're already rich and famous."

"I don't really care bout that. I don't need to be like that also."

So we stayed up there and wait for the clothes to be dried and left it there.

(til here 1st!!!!! ouy Yahoo! Messenger is a total piece of $H!T! i mean crap or stuff... hehehe..)


Posted at 02:10 am by ihatethisshit
i haTe mAh LifE!!!  

Thursday, March 24, 2005
pArt 6. ~*~*~*DaviD? WTF arE yOu dOing heRe??*~*~*~

I turned on the lights and see David wiping his palm with his handkerchief.

"What The Fuck are you doing here?" I asked harshly but in a low voice.

"I just want to see you. When I got here the lights are off and I thought you're asleep by now." He explained.

"But David. David." I said searching my mind for some words.

He went up to me and hold my head. Yes, he is as well 5'11" like you. (Forgive me... But I'm not that obssesed bout David but I think he's hot and cute and I really don't know what is his height.) He's leaning on.

"What?? Is he kissing me??? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I felt his lips against mine. I broke it quickly. "David, sorry. But I can't." I said looking down.

"Pls. For the last time. Franchesca." He said and I looked into his eyes. It was begging for me, for that last damned kiss.

I hold his face as well, and this time I'm the one to lean on and kiss him. He pulled me and his arms circled my waist and my hands were on his neck. The kiss was very passionate and romantic, it was the kiss he was giving me when we're together. As we kiss, tears start to fall from my eyes. They were just flowing into my closed eyes. When he broke the kiss, I just looked at him and he wiped my tears with his thumb. I just pulled him in a hug.

"Why David? Why? Why so you have to do all this motherfuckin stuffs??" I asked harshly. My head was just buried into his shoulder.

"Ssssshhhh...." He whispered to my ears and started patting my back.

I broke thehug and look at him. "David. I. Love. You. Very. Much." I said between my sobs.

He pulled me and he sat down on a chair and he made me sat down on his lap. His arms was around my waist and mine was in his neck.

"I love you too Cheska. So can we be together again?" He said with really sincere eyes.

And it hit me! Those blue, tempting eyes. How about those? How about Billy staring at me for hours? Leaning on to me like what David was doing when he was about to kiss me or say "I Love You."? or what about him telling me that he came to the race not for anything else but me? I snap back and stood up and turn around.

"David. I can't. We can't be together again. As I've said, I'm too tired to give you chances." I told him.

"But why? I thought you love me too." He said in an amused tone.

"David, you're not the only guy in the whole wide universe forme to love. There were someone too." I said imagining those blue-eyes.

"So you saw someone." He said in a very sad tone.

I looked at him, he was looking down. I lifted up his chin. "David, it's too complicated. I'm not sure if I saw someone. David we just can't be together." I said.

"Fine. Friends?" He said with a half-smile.

"Friends!!" I said happily and I hug him and he hug back. "So you can go home now and rest?" I asked.

"Yay!!! Cleaning time tomorrow!!! Can we help here?" He asked excitedly.

"Alright." I replied.

And he grabbed my hand and kiss my cheeks. "Good night. Sweet dreams. Sleep tight." He remarked.

"Same to you." I said sweetly. 

"Alright. Tomorrow." He said.

And I walked with him to the door opening some lamps. He kissed me in the cheeks. "Night Beautiful." He said and I smiled and he go.

(So maybe, that's all for now. Sorry if it was too short. I promise! Tomorrow will be Long!!! Byes!!)


Posted at 01:09 am by ihatethisshit
i haTe mAh LifE!!!  

Wednesday, March 23, 2005
pArT 5. ~*~*~*rAcinG tImE!!!wOohOo!!!*~*~*~

I'm lying in my bed, staring at the ceiling, very bored, just listening to SliPKnoT's Vermilion. The guys didn't leave yet and the girls were chillin' out with them.

"What are they doing right now? I'm so bored!!! What can I fucking do???? AAAAAHHHH!!!!"

I get up and turn off the cd player. I fixed myself. I changed up my clothes to a black tank top with a red rose in it and black leather flared pants ans a pair of black Rubber shoes but more on a sneakers. Then, I got my keys, not the Ferrari but the Honda keys. I take my black purse (fine! You're a goth!! more on a goth!! You'll realize it when the stories goes on.) and went downstairs.

"I'll be out tonight." I told them.

"Where are you up to?" Paul asked.

"Somewhere in the roads of L.A." I replied coldly.

"I'm warning you!" Jenny said acting like a mom.

"I'll be damn freakin careful." I said back.

"Take care!" Desiree remarked.

"Stop acting like moms!" I told them.

"Can we go with you?" Joel asked.

"Only on the garage." I replied to him.

"Sure!! I want to see your cars though." He said excitedly.

"Come on!" I said leading to the door.

So, we go to the garage. I opened the gate of it revealing 7 cars, the garage was really huge. The 5 cars were Porsche and the other 1 is Ferrari and the last 1 is Honda.

"This is all yours?" The guys asked.

I hop on the Honda. It's Honda S2000. It's black and in the sides there were bloody roses with thorns of course. It has big tires and a supercharge and it's preety fast to admit. It is as well Top-down. (It's more like the Pink Car in 2Fast 2Furious but this one I made it black to be more cool... haha!!)

"S2000." I heard Billy said.

"Bye guys!! See yah later or maybe tomorrow! Kisses!" I told them and start the car.

"Wait! Does this have tanks? You know.. Nitro?" Benji asked me and went to me.

"Yuh uh." I said and waved to him. Then I drived to the venue where the race would start.


"Hey!! Ms.Gothic are here!" Mark said as I hop out of my car.

"Hey Mark!" I greeted. He's a good friend of mine.

"So where's David?" He asked me and went to me.

"We broke up. Just last week." I said looking down.

"Hey! Come on! Cheer up! Paul will race tonight." He said trying to cheer me up.

My head jolted up as he said that Paul will race tonight. "He will race tonight? Are you sure?" I asked.

"Uh huh. I know you don't want to be beaten up again right?" He said.

"Yuh uh. I will beat his ass this time!" I assured.


Benji's Point Of View

"That's hers????" I asked still not believing.

"Why won't you believe?" Jenny asked back.

"No.. I mean.. Uh... Ok.. I believe!!" I give up.

"I'll be in the house. I'm bored." Billy said and started walking back home.

"Fine! We'll be there later." Joel shouted to him.

Back To Your Point Of View

We're just chillin' out there waitin for Paul and his Nissan Skyliner.

"This race will be cooler!!! haha!!! Paul, this time I'll kick your freakin ass!"

Then a black Mazda RX-7 came up. It has fires on the side and it's not familiar to you.

"Do you know who's that?" I asked Mark.

"Uh... No." He replied.

Then a guy hop out of it. He's wearing all black like you. He's on a LeVel 27 t-shirt and black hip- huggers with some chains on it. His arms were full of tattoo and he's wearing black cuffs. I looked on his face and his hair was down he had this fauxhawk style and stuff and then out of nowhere. I saw this damn tempting blue-eyes.

"What the fuck is he doing in here???? This is not so true!!!! GOSHDAMNIT!!!!!! Badtrip!!!!"

"Oh.. Looks like we have a Mr.Gothic here...." Mark said out loud and he emphasized the Mr.Gothic word. "Do you know him?" He asked me.

I don't answered at all. I'm just looking at him. It's Billy! goddamnit!! I finalli decided to go to him. We're on face to face. Then, all the people stopped talking and turned their attention to us. "I thought you just like video games and I'm not too surprised to see yah here. By the way what the fuck are you doing here?" I told him.

"You're not surprised? Don't lie on me Cheska. I know you. What am I doing here? I'm here to race." He told back.

I smirked at his statement. Then, Paul came with his Skyliner. "Oh! We have a new racer here?" Paul asked the people.

"By the way guys," I started and look at the crowd "I would like to introduce our new player here. If he's not to familiar to you. Well then, he is Billy Martin of what you so called Good Charlotte band." I introduced him to all the people there.

Then, some girls started snickering. I even heard some "Oh My Gosh! He's Billy Martin? Of Good Charlotte? The hottest GUY in that band? Shit!! He's really hot!!!" Then, I turned to him.

"You really had some fans boy." I said to him and go back to my car.

"I knew you know him!" Mark told me.

"So are we gonna start this race or what?" I asked him hopping on my car.

"Alright homies, get on your cars now and make your positions now." He said out loud, enough for the whole crowd to hear.

We all positioned our cars to the starting line and there are some knocks on our doors and I took out some money to 'em.

"Ok start your engines!" Mark started again and a bitch went in the center of us holding a flag.

"Ok. READY. SET." and I stepped harder on the thingy under or so-what-you-called that thing there.

"GO!" He said and the girl put down the flag and we all started the race.

So as the race started, there were 4 players, me, Paul, Billy and Alice with a yellow Toyota car. As it begun, me and Paul were tied up and in the middle of the race Alice pushed up he Nitro tank making Paul push up his as well. But my car was really fast that it passed Paul's car even if he's on his nitrogen. I looked up on the left rear view mirror to see Billy catching me up. I didn't care though but I wished for him not to catch up. Now we're about to finish few more kilometers and we're done. We were now on the bridge and there were some kids in the bridge's tower and I saw the bridge lifting up.

"That's what you called a thrill! Wooohoo!!!" I said out loud, loud enough for Billy to hear I smirked and got on the bridge. And when me and my car's flying, "Woooohoooo!!!" I shouted out loud and haded the steering wheels and few more meters away I saw the finish line I drived up there and I looked at the mirror again and saw Billy behind me. When I got to the finish line I stepped on the break and hop out of the car and give the others a high-5 and waited up for the other.

When they are there now, I got the money and gave Mark some. Well, it's one of the rules so need to give some. I also give some the other girls.

Then I went to Billy. "Better Luck next time boy." I told him.

"I'm not here for that money. I'm here cause of you." He lean on to my ear and said that.

"Well, see yah tomorrow with the guys. Bye Mr.Gothic." I said and then we heard sirens from police cars. "Oooopppsss." I said and went to my car and hop on and drive to get out of the mess.

So I got on there and park my car on the garage and went inside. The lights were off cuz it's more on probably 11 and you know that all the girls were tired.

So you walked into your room with some light from your cellphone. When I got in my room, I was about to open the lights when someone covered my mouth and then I started shouting.

"Sssshhhhh... Don't worry girl,I'll not harm you." A guy's voice said and I started swinging my feet and and idea came up to my mind. I started licking the guys palm and made his hand get out of my mouth.

I ran to the lights and turned it on. When the lights got on I saw.........


(haha!!! Cliffhanger again!!! Well, I'll try to update tonight... So til here guys!! Make a guess on who is it!!! It'll be great!!!!!! muwhahahahahaha!!!!)

Posted at 06:23 pm by ihatethisshit
i haTe mAh LifE!!!  

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
pArT 4 ~*~*~*I'm addiCteD tO yOu!!*~*~*~

Until... Until my phone rang.

*RING* *RING*

I got it and answered, "Hello?"

"Uh, hey! It's David!" David answered from the other line.

"Oh hey! Uh wait, just hang up." I look at Billy who is still looking at me. "Umm.. Someone called.. So see yah at the dinner!" I told to Billy and ran up to my room. "Hey David! What's up?" I said.

"Uh hey! How're you?" He asked.

"Fine. You?"

"Same."

"So what you're up to?"

"Umm.. we just ended recording some songs for the new album.."

"Oh.."

"You?"

"Uh... erm... You know... chill out with Jenny and the others.."

"Oh.. ok.. ermm.." He said a still in a sad tone.

"If you're saying sorry again. It's always accepted. I forgive you David, for all what you've done. Even it still hurts."

"That's what I'm sorry about Ches!" He said a bit mad.

"I know.. just don't be sorry now! I don't want you being like this.. David, we can still be friends!"

"Really?" He asked back in a normal tone.

"Yeah! We all can do whatever we want! Like what we're doing here on those times! Play games, jerk off in the pool, watch dvds, pillow fight.. u know." I listed.

"Is kisses counted?" I heard him mumble.

"If they would dare us." I said as I catch that.

"Ches."

"Hmm?"

"I miss us."

"Uh.."

"I mean.. I can't get over you.. I miss those times.. when we're still together... Cinemas, premieres, dates, roses, chocolates, sweetness.. you know... Ches.. I'm still addicted to you.."

I feel my tears star rolling on my cheeks. "David, I can't. I'll admit! I still love you but I feel I can't do it now. I've given you chances but everytime I do that, you just waste the damn of it!!!..." I said, sobbing.

"Ok. Fine. Friends. We can still be. I accept it. But still Ches, I still love you."

"I love you too David but now, maybe, I love you as friends only. So I gotta go. The girls are maybe waiting for me for dinner. Bye David." I said.

"Bye Ches!" He said back. Then, we both hung up.

I laid back down facing my pillow then cried there.

"I hate it!! Now i said we will be friends... Then we will see each other.. Damnit!! I hate my life!!! I really do hate it!!! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!"     



*KNOCK* *KNOCK*

"Come in!" I shouted to the one who's knocking.

"Come on! Dinner time!!" Jenny said as she walked in.

"Just go on. I'll be there in a minute." I said.

"What's the matter? David? Did he called?" She asked.

"We're friends don't worry. They maybe go here tomorrow or tonight." I said getting up and got a tissue on the dresser and wipe my face cuz of the black tears from the eyeliner. I go up to the bathroom and put again a heavy black eyeliner.

"Are you ok now?"

"Yeah. Come on the guys maybe waiting there." I said. (by the way I got this fact on a website. David's name is pronounced as Dahvid. But if you don't care. Go ahead pronounce his name as Dayvid. hahahahaha!!!! what a cool name!!! ok back to the story.)


I sat down beside Jenny on the table and got some food to eat. The whole dinner was quiet which we, girls like. But the silence was broken.

"You are girls right?" Chris asked us.

"Duh!" I mumble.

"You're in the same house." He added.

"If you're mind is thinking bout us being lesbians. Fuck you in blue hell!! We're still straight. We're just friends and this is Cheska's house." Desiree said not to harshly.

"Oh..." He said.

"If you're going to bar hopping tonight I'll not go. I have something to do." I informed the girls.

"I don't have tonight." Desiree told me.

"Alright." I said and I looked if Erika's there already and yes she's there.


I'm washing the dishes because it's my turn to wash it. "Need some help?" A guys asked. I looked at him and it's Billy.

"Sure. If you don't mind." I said then go back to washing those craps.

"So I'm sorry for earlier." He said.

"On what incident? When you are leaning on? Oh! It's ok. Maybe you will whisper something to me. Right?" I said not wanting to think about him kissing me.

"You just didn't know what I want to do." He mumbled.

"Haha!! He'll not kiss me!!! He don't mean that!!! muwahahahaha!!!!"

"So what do you want to do then?" I asked.

"Just want to ask you if Jenny and Desiree wouldn't be mad because you stole their clothes for me."

"Nah!! They won't be! They didn't said anything when they saw you right?"

"Uh... yeah.... So what are ya'll going to do tonight?" He asked, changing the topic.

"Uh.. Maybe.. Watch some DVDs.. You know..." I replied.

"Oh.. ok..."

(so til here guys!!! later!!! byes! Hope yah like it!)


Posted at 06:52 pm by ihatethisshit
i haTe mAh LifE!!!  

Friday, March 18, 2005
pArT 3!!! ~*~*~*SoMe mOmenTs wiTh BiLLy...~*~*~*

We are still hanging out in the living room. Talking, telling stories at each others and stuffs. Well, I found out more about the other guys which is fun because this is the 1st time me, Jenny, Desiree and Virna got to have boys in the house. It's been 4 yrs when we moved here and in that 4 years, we all had some fun.

"I'm bored!" Jenny complained.

"Want to see the house?" Desiree asked the guys.

"Hell yeah!!" They all replied except for Billy who was just staring at me for the whole moment. Noone stops him from staring at me. I looked at him and met again his eyes. Those eyes that made me feel a sort of erm.... Love?

"Darn it!!! I can't!! No!!! But still... his eyes... it's not only love in there... they had... pain, anger, hatred, loneliness, saddness... just like mine... but why??? gf? family? I don't think about his friends. They're seem good to him."

"Ches!!! Ches!!! FRANCHESCA PICCININI!!!! EARTH CALLING FRANCHESCA!!!!" Jenny shouted to snap me back.

And I do snap back, "Uh? Oh?? What??" I asked looking at them.

"Both of you, you're acting so weird. Both of it are looking and staring at each other since when we met you." Benji said looking at us.

"Just his eyes." I mumbled in a very low voice, like you didn't want them to hear what I just said. Well yeah, they didn't caught that up.
"Thank god they didn't heard it!"

"Well, let's go now, ermm... 1st at the dining." Jenny said and stood up.

I'm the last to walk and Billy was on my left.

"Sorry for staring." He started.

I was a bit shocked that he started the conversation. So, I looked at him and said, "It's ok. I stared back though."

"Yeah I think. So any probs bothering you?"

"Erm... family probs? Life probs? Boyfriend probs? And well... all probs I think. How bout you? I've seen something on your eyes."

"Just like yours. Uh... well, do you have a younger sis or bro?"

"I do have a sis.She's still in Italy though. And I totally miss her." I looked down.

"Oh. Me too. I have sis. Well, she's in my aunt's house."

"Ohhh..."

"So well, this is the dining." Jenny said

"Why are your place so huge?" Joel asked.

"I'll be waiting outside." I said then started walking.

"Can I come?" Billy asked.

I stopped and turned around to him. He was just standing maybe 1 feet away. "Yeah, sure.." I replied and looked at the girls. They were grinning at me widely. "Shut up!!.." I said and grabbed Billy's arm and go outside to see the beautiful large swimming pool with light on it because of the lights around there.And the place was just.... beautiful.

"Beautiful, just like the girl here." I heard Billy muttered out.

I was just so shocked at what he said. I then unhold his hand and look at him but i stepped backwards so we're not really close. "What was that? I mean.. You kn-" I was stopped by his index finger stick in my mouth and he stepped closer. My heartbeat start to beat fast.

"Well, it's true. The place was really beautiful." He explained.

"No!! I can't feel like this!!! I can't!!!!"

"But what's about the girl?" I asked looking down.

"Why? I'll admit. Yes, you are beautiful." He said as he lifted up my chin.

"But.Uh.Erm." I'm so lost in my words that I stepped back and didn't notice that, that was the last step on the edge of the pool and I soon begun to feel out in balance and when I was like falling but Billy grabbed my arm and I grabbed him back making me and Billy fall into the pool. I quickly went to the edge of the pool for me to breath. When I reached it and sit down on it I started breathing deeply.

"You should be more careful when you're stepping back." He warned and got up and sat beside me.

"Thanks for saving me. But you shoudn't." I said looking at the water. I remembered those days that David would prepare special candle-light dinner beside the pool and it has rose petals floating on the water. Those days that we would hang out with the other Simple Plan guys, Perre, Seb, Jeff, Chuck, with my frends. Then I felt tears start to fall from my eyes.

"I know you're crying. Pain? He has left you? Yeah. Felt that too. She broke with me just the last days. It was sad cuz she is my highschool sweetheart and were almost 8 years.I dunno, maybe she found another guy." Billy told me.

I looked at him. He looked at me. He wiped the tears on my cheeks as well the water. Looking at his blue eyes made me want to cry more. Now that made me get closer to him and hug him and cry.

"Just let it out. It's ok." He said patting my back.

I cried there until, "And what the fuck did you do to her?" We heard Jenny and goes to me and pick me up. I was still sobbing. "What's wrong?" She ask.

I stood up. "I'll just take a bath. I'm soaking here. I'm sorry." I said and ran to my room and to the bathroom. I took a bath there. I was still thinking bout David. 

"He shoudn't did that!!! Does he have feelings for me?? Or do I have feelings for him??We just met for a couple of hours... but it seems that I can relate to him.. but... but..."

I sighed and decided to finish this up and got on my black pants, a black halter top and black flip flops. I put my heavy eyeliner on and my piercings was on. After, I went down. They weren't there, so I decided to go outside and sit on the chair that was beside the pool.  

"Hey, uh..sorry for earlier." I heard Billy said behind me.

I turned around and saw him still soaked and well, "Damn! He is so HOT!" I thought staring at him. He is on a LeVel 27 shirt and it was on his abs he's skinny but hot! His hair was down and the tips of it had waterdrops on it. "Hotness!"

"No. Don't be sorry. That's ok. And sorry as well when I grabbed you." I said back.

"No that's ok."

He is seemed shivering. "Wait! Come! Get yourself dressed." I said and stood up and grabbed his arm and dragged him onto Desiree and Jenny's room. I searched for some clothes and got a black pants, black t-shirt and there. "Here. Just get dressed or maybe just take a bath." I said giving him the clothes.

He nodded and went to the bathroom. I waited up for him until few minuted later he came back with the clothes. I took the wet clothes. "I'll give it back when it's all washed up. Come on. Desiree will be cooking now. " I said and he went outside. I closed the door and turned around and met those icy, cold, fulled-of-some-things eyes.

"You're really and so beautiful." He said and started to lean on until......

(til here guys!! sorry for the cliffhanger!! don't worry i'll upd8 ASAP! tnx for reading!!! muwahugs!!)

Posted at 02:40 am by ihatethisshit
i haTe mAh LifE!!!  

Thursday, March 17, 2005
paRt 2!!! ~*~*~I'm sTiLL nOt oVer hiM...~*~*~

I opened the front 2 doors to enter to a white huge house with marble floor and a large living room area.

"Damn! This is huge!" Chris exclaimed.

"Come in. Just enjoy yourselves for a while. Jenny and Desirre are in their room." I replied and went inside. I took the other grocery bags to Benji. "Thanks!" I said with a smile.

"No prob." He replied.

They took a sit on the large white couch and Paul turned on the 24 inch flat screen T.V. "Nice T.V. here." Paul said.

"I'm home!!!" I shouted and went to the kitchen. I heard footstep from the staircase.

"Hey Ches!!" I heard Desiree greeted. I just waved Hi to her and took some foods and place it on the ref.

"Paul????" Jenny asked a bit loudly.

"Hey Jennifer!!!" Paul greeted.

A not-so-loud shout was heard from Jenny. It's the 1st time that she's happy like that.

"Yeah right. He's back with those teasing names." Desiree said.

"Oh Desiree, you're still a cute lil girl there!!!" Paul exclaimed.

"Just Des, Desiree is way too long." She replied.

"But still you are our Desiree!" He said.

"Yeah right, whatever you said!" She said back and get a glass of water from the ref which I just closed.

I feel that my backpack is a little bit heavy. So I decidedtogo upstairs and put my bag on my desk just right after my laptop. I then decided to lay on my bed, stare up to the ceiling and I remembered those beautiful blue eyes of Billy. (by the way.. if the letters are italics, it means your thoughts, dreams or things in the past ayt?)

"Why is his eyes like that?? It's so seducing, so tempting. But if this is what I'm feeling, then,I shoudn't feel like this. David hurted me too much, that I can't bear the pain he'd left me. I wish he just didn't cheated to me. Well, yeah. I do, I do still love him"

*Ring* *Ring*

I get my cellphone on my pocket. "Hello?" I answered.

"Ummm... hey Ches! it's well... ummm.. it's David." David answered

"Oh yeah David, ummmm.... well... I just can't talk to you right now... I have something to do so byes!!" I lied and hung up.

"I'm home!!!!!" I heard Virna shouted from downstairs. I snap back from my thoughts and decided to go down to meet the ither guys. When I got down there,I seated on the couch on the left. I looked at the other guys once more and again met his eyes. I stared from him for a while blankly and he just seems to stare back. I go back to the real world and looked at the other guys. I examined them, from their heads to their feet.

"Is there something on us?" Joel asked a bit irritated.

"Oh sorry. Just looking at you." I replied.

"Looking or examining them?" Jenny asked.

I looke at her with a glare. "Just looking at them!!.." I answered mockingly.

"Ayt." She replied.

"So what's your work?" Benji asked me.

"Me?" I asked.

"Yeah, you."

"I teach kids"

"What kind of teaching? or what do you teach?"

"In the morning I'm on a dance academy, afternoon I'm on a singing school and afternoon til evening I'm on stageplays."

"Stageplays??" Chris asked.

"Not opera at all. Just plays. That's all." I answered.

"Oh."

"So where's Erika?" Paul asked.

"On her work." I replied

"What job does she have?"

"She works on a pain gallery every morning and a boutique shop in the afternoon. I just hope that she is not late this time."

"She's always late?"

"Not really." 

"Oh."

I looked around the living room and found shelves at the back of the guys. I went there and search for some books and found a book. It's title is "WitchCraft Symbols 5". I took it and sat down again on the couch and opened the book to the middle part of it. I started reading bout it. It seems a new book, then, suddenly someone took it from my lap. "Hey!!" I said to those who took it. It's Paul who took it.

"WitchCraft Symbols 5" He reads.

"Give it back!!" I try to stole it from him but he lean on so I didn't get from him.

"Is that really real?" Joel asked

I look at him coldly and now I have stolen it from Paul.

"Hey!! I was just asking!" He defended on your stare.

"Yeah that's motherfreakin true." Desiree said sitting beside me. 

"How come it's true?" Benji inquired.

"Well,we bought it from a TRUE witchcraft store and that costs us almost $3000" Desiree replied.

"3000 DOLLARS????????" Benji, Joel, Chris and Paul asked very shocked.
 
"Uh huh" She assured.

I turned the page and found that the next part is Love spells.

"What if I used this to David?"

"Desiree!" I called her.

"Yep?" She looks at me who is still scanning on the page.

"Can I use this to David?"

"I thought you're over him now."

"But I still have feelings!!..."

"Ummmmm...no... you can't use this to David."

"What's the spell?" Jenny ask reading it.

"Why not?"

"Do you want to die?" They both asked you harshly.

"What?? Where is it?? I didn't saw it!" I panicked a bit scanning the page again.

"Here!" Desiree pointed to the next page.

There was a guy ans girl there but the girl is seems dead. "Uh just forget it that's ok... hehe.." I laughed a bit embarrased.

"Good." They sighed.

(so this is it guys... this is a bit long... so hope yah enjoyed it!!! tnx 4 reading!!! byes!!!)


Posted at 02:24 am by ihatethisshit
i haTe mAh LifE!!!  

Wednesday, March 16, 2005
pArt 1!!! ~*~*~*PauL cAme bAcK~*~*~*

I was walking in the streets of L.A. with my backpack cuz I juz got into my work. IT's not very tiring today because what I've done is to teach dance moves to my students. I love being a 24 ordinary girl. But still, my life is miserable. I don't have any family,and the only family I have is my friends. But that's ok, we'rehaving fun though. While I'm walking, I felt that someone is following me. I turned around to look who is it and I just saw 5 guys all dressed in black, While I'm looking at them, examining, I suddenly saw a pair of beautiful gorgeous blue-eyes. But i turned back and go inside the grocery shop to buy foods for me and my friends. I took a small cart and start searching for our foods. But still I'm too irritated because they are still following me. I turned around again. "Why are you following me??" I asked.

A chubby but not-so-tall guy looked at me. "Don't you know me anymore?" he asked back.

My eyes widened of who I saw, it's Paul. "Paul?" I asked still not believing that he came back.

"Uh huh." he answered and hug me.

I hug him back. "Oh Paul!! You came back!!!!" I said happily. Then I broke it and turned my attention on buying foods.

"So where are the others?" He ask.

"Well, Jenny and Desiree is in the house while Virna and Erika are in their jobs." I answered and took more fruits. "Since when did you came back?"

"Last night"

"How did you found out that I'm here?"

"I just saw you walking earlier."

"Oh." I turned around after I get a milk. I saw another 4 guys at his back.

"Oh them? sorry. Well, this is Chris" He points to his left. "Joel" at Chris' left. "Benji" at Joel's right "and Billy" at his right.  

I again looked to Billy and meet his damn beautiful blue eyes. "Oh well. i would like to introduce myself. I'm Francesca, and since you didn't mention your last names I will not mention too." I said and go back in searching foods. I searched more foods and bought them on the casheir. "You want to go to our house?"

"That'll be awesome!" Paul exclaimed.

We all go to our house. We're walking down on the streets again.

"Need some help?" Benji asked.

I looked at him and he looked at the grocery bags I'm holding. Well I really needed some help. Holding 4 bags is not really heavy. "Thanks!" I said and give him the other 2 bags.

We again started walking when I saw a spot there where there is water. I stopped and stare at it for a while. Then the ground started sipping it. When it's all gone, I started walking again and smirked.

"You did that?" I heard Chris ask.

I just smirked at myself and we got on our house. "We're here!!" I said as I take my keys on my pocket.

(so til here guys!! hope yah like it!!!! byes!!!)

Posted at 06:57 pm by ihatethisshit
i haTe mAh LifE!!!  

IntrOducTioN...mOre oF a mEmO...

so... as i've said... this is so non-sense... but I WILL NOT STOP!!! get it?? u don't like it?? fine!!! i don't care!!! i don't want to lose this ideas!!! dammit!!! so 1st... i'll get with the character.... I, me or mine will be talking about you... alright... so the name will be Franchesca Piccinini... ayt.... juz look at the banner at the top... that'll be you.... brown-blond hair.... and emerald green eyes... yup.. green!!! standing 5'11" is good enough... ayt... you're slim... cuz u used to be a volleyball player... U are NOT FILIPINO here!!! YOU are ITALIAN-AMERICAN... ayt.... u grow up in Italy and moved to America to study Fine Arts.... u are not so close to your family cuz they hate u... only ur sister Elly can understand u ayt now... but she's still in Italy.... so in ur house... u are with ur 4 best friends.... Jenny, Desiree, Erika and Virna.... u all were best friends since 4 yrs old with Paul Thomas (bassist of GC!! duh!!!).... yup!! i know he's American.. but THIS IS MY STORY!!! i'm juz using my "Imagination".... get it??? ayt... so u'll know more of you when you start reading the story... begin reading in the 1st part cuz u'll be lost if u don't!! get it???ayt.... so let's begin!!! ^_^!!!!

Posted at 06:19 pm by ihatethisshit
Comment (1)